Worked up the courage

I was really worried last night just because I'm a Mom and that's what we do best! And also because I've been having some minor cramping or stretching and light brown spotting. So I really wanted to have a second blood draw today to make sure my numbers are doubling like they're suppose to and I kept on asking myself if I should call my Dr. this morning or just wait until next Wednesday I didn't want them to talk about me saying I'm over worrying. But this morning I woke up and said "The hell with that! This is my body and Baby and since I've had a miscarriage in the past I have the right to request that second blood draw!" So I called this morning...... I was actually preparing for the worse cause if they said it wasn't necessary I was so ready to tell them that I would find another Dr. that thought it WAS necessary. But No they where actually very understanding they told me my numbers from this past Wednesday where great they where at 472 and that if I wanted a second blood draw that I could go and pick up a slip to do so today at 11:30am. I'm really glad I worked up the courage to call, and of course I know that at the end of the day it will always be in God's hands and that everything happens for a reason, but I guess it just eases my mind a little to know that I'm doing everything possible to help God create our future son/daughter.